Day Seven

Hey Readers, oh gosh, I have not posted in awhile, I have been busy and lazy! :P I apologize, <3

Anyway. So the 7 day mark was one of my better days!! :D On Saturday, I was THRILLED!!! I was hopping around thinking "OMG SOMETIME NEXT SATURDAY I WILL BE ON THE PHONE WITH MY PRINCE FOR HOURS!!!" I forgot all the drama for a few moments and just thought about how much I love Jacob. He gives me a strength that only a special boy can do, he never tries to make me cry..and when he does, he feels TERRIBLE about it..and cries right with me on the phone, <3 .. I am truthfully, blessed for such an amazing boy, He understands me.. He is just amazing. Lately, it seems like nobody understands how much I love him- I am very tired of being told "I am too young to love"..I was recently told I am not mature enough to make this relationship last, little does that person know how much hurt I have been through with other relationships, and the strength I have  been given, It is truly amazing. I am a very mature person, even though I have many immature moments. When I am with my friend- NOBODY but the people who REALLY know me know how mature I am, especially in relationships, When I really like someone(Or love..Like Jacob<3)..I give it my 100%, and I know that's a lot. I am always willing to give myself into a commitment. Anyway, I was out with my mom for a Scrapbooking Crop, and my BestFriend(Well one of them:P, Her and Allie are my everything..and Jacob, duh.:P)- Courtney texted me saying my ex was spreading rumors about me. The rumors ranged from Jacob cheating on me, to Jacob leaving me for another girl. The thing is.. Nobody from my school..KNOWS him, except a friend..but she hates him..so that doesn't matter.. but my ex has NO freaking clue who Jacob is..and here he is..trying to ruin what I got, I KNOW Jacob isn't cheating..or planning on leaving me..but I was oh-so p.o that Javan would make up lies like that!!!!!!! I was irritated, and then I have to deal with another guy telling me he loves me...and I am just so annoyed!!! I am ready to have my boyfriend back, and everything back to normal, just to hear him say that he will take care of things, and he LOVES me and just.. I am ready for his promises, commitment, sweet words, and his listening skills. I miss him so much, but I know he will be back soon- and I am so so so ready for him to be back, I LOVE YOU JACOB MICHAEL!!!!