Day 11

Heyy Readers.. Sorry i havent blogged in a couple days- i went on vacstion and had no freaking wi-fi... Talk about being freaking p.o.. Anyway, we went to Cedar Point/Soak City.. Dont get me wrong i LOVE the places, but it SUCKS seein all the PDA with couples when your missing your baby..:'( it was so hard not to cry... To TRY to realive some stress, i took Carlos to the beach.. there i wrote our names in the sand, and daydreamed of walking along the shore.. I cried a little- but i made it through by building sand castles with Carlos:) i then asked me mom if i could go to Cedar Point with Carlos- alone. She agreed... I made him hold my hand- so i didnt loose him(: it felt good holding his hand, it msde me less sad. we rode the Magnum, Skyhalk, and Mellenium before returning to the hotel room for sleep.. Where i drifted thinking about a soft romantic makeout session with Jacob!! i love you:)