Heyy readers, guess what- i actually am posting my blog post esrlier than normal.. And today is actually still the '13 days till he getd back' *gasp* i know, Becca Boo has a lot on her mind, Someone made me VERY upset by trying to make me doubt my love for Jacob. I do not doubt my love for Jacob, today i realized HOW much i adore him. I do adore him, today is actually my 5 week anniversarry with him(: Happy Anniversary baby!!! I got very offended by the words he said to me- to add to it, he honestly was trying t tell me how far (sexually) i am "allowed" to go with him!!! Excuse me, but my sex life is his and mine( NOTE TO READERS: i plan to stay pure, its just its annoying to have someone try to dictate your sex life) anyway- i then cried because i miss him... And its hard, i just wanted to tell Jacob about this person, and i couldnt!! I wanted to kiss him and say "Happy 5 weeks" I wanted him to hold me tight and give me safety, today i was sad....
My boyfriend will getto see the fireworks in New York City tomorrow night.. And frankilly, im freaking jealous!!! Im jealous and sad. He said a while back(before he knew about the trip..) that we could see the fireworks together, and hoe romsntic it would be to make out under thr falling colors...:( and im sad that ill be lonely, but its ohk.. Its my moms birthday anyway..:/ siggggh. I Love You Jacob, oh my gummybears.. Im cryin'!!! :,( blah !! Well. Im honna go cry to sleep, love you guys -Becca
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